I think my 8-year-old should be pleased. She would be scared, but pleased indeed.
Scared of the whole combat-boots-all-black-clothes-and-gory-music-shit
But proud that she is not anti-social, has friends and likes herself for a change.
Which I wish to all of you. <3
cliscia, I think you are beautiful and nobody deserves to be treated like this. All this shit on my dashboard makes a rage coil in my stomach.
People are a fucking disgrace.
SP people who watch me - I WANT A GOTH SPAM ON MY DASHBOARD >:C
REALLY BAD
Photo of me
A lot of us deal with it on daily basis - anger. I don’t have any anger-management issues, most of us don’t. But there are quite a few things that grind my gears.
1. My mother/people who snap at you and then forget about it immediately.
I can’t be sure, but I think if she went to the doctors at least once in her lifetime, she’d be diagnosed with bi-polar syndrome years ago. Because I can’t find a way to explain a situation when I’m getting screamed at on the top of her lungs in the morning and at noon everything is peachy keen.
2. People who break promises
Not much to talk about here - since it may not be very serious or the person who promised you something really tried and couldn’t make it but it feels as if you were lied to.
3. Showoffs
I’ve been classmates with this girl since primary school and she was alright. ‘Till the 9-10th grade it was even quite nice hanging around her. Then I’ve heard that she joined theatre or a drama class? No idea, but things went bad. She now has to stress out how amazing she is, reading aloud with fake emotions, cry over getting B+’s and be kind of a bitch to everybody in general plus being completely ignorant and unintelligent. I know that the narration I gave is a bit blurry but I hope you got my point - from being a nice average person she turned into a pain in the ass because someone told her it’s good to have self esteem or something.
4.Green tea
It just tastes bad. Why can’t you people get that.
I love cheese. It’s kind of expensive here and our family is not too wealthy to buy it often, but when we do, NNNGHHHH. I love it.
I ate cheese sandwiches for breakfast today C:
Challenge
If they wanted an opinion on this challenge.. It’s alright. The only thing that’s bad about it, I forget to update every day. Oh well.
About other challenges I face in my life, I often find myself having the “If it requires effort, I don’t need it” policy, which sucks jesus nipples.
And then I remember a quote someone said about that it’s not the loser who tries and doesn’t succeed, but the one who doesn’t try because he’s scared of failure.
That’s your girl right there.
Twilight
If you’re talking about that gay porn video cover I posted earlier, then yes. Awesome. Everything else - not worth your attention.
Depression
Not much to say here either, I don’t think I’ve been depressed enough to take medication or actually go through counselling, so eh. But depression bites, it does. And I see it like any other desease, since it fucks your shit up.
The photo is taken by me. Friend’s feet. C:
Uh-oh. I don’t quite know what to say about this one either since.. what did they mean when they put “first” in that challenge? Well, I guess I can talk about my first experiences with different things.
School
I remember my first day of school and me being scared shitless. The walls in the halls were brightly painted but I thought they were creepy. Also there were a lot of small children of my age who didn’t have teeth. And then I remember coming back home and finally taking off my dress, stockings and boots because I felt so sweaty, hot and trapped in those clothes. The dress I wore was made by my mum and I guess it was alright but already at that age I didn’t like wearing fancy clothes, looking smart.
First night-out at a rock session
Being a closet nerd all my life this was a very scary, yet exciting thing to do. Thank you Andrew, for introducing me to alternative music. If it wasn’t for you, I’d probably be a fan of Justin Bieber at the moment.
First time drinking/smoking
It wasn’t pleasant. I felt perfectly fine and nothing went wrong - I just didn’t like it. Good or bad, but by the age of 17 I consider myself a responsible person in that area, since I’ve been there and had it all: terrible headaches, hangovers, migraines, stomach aches and on and on. Now it’s all better. I didn’t do drugs, so nothing to say here.
First time slow-dancing/Going out with someone
Awkward. Sweet, but awkward to no end. It’s hard letting people interact with you when you’ve never even felt that cared for/held hands/been embraced in a romantic manner/etc.
First time eating celery
This happened a few days ago and OH-MY-GOD. Never again. It’s just.. no.
Uhm. I don’t quite know what to say about this one since I’ve never been in love. Sure, I’m attracted to people. A lot to some, actually. But I don’t think it is strong enough to be called that.
I think I could say something like “Love is overrated”. I’m positive that a whole bunch of people could argue with that but I don’t blame them. I am aware of the fact that I may be too young to judge or tell, but I think I can go on without it.
How to explain…At the moment I am spending my time with a person I don’t love. I like, I am attracted to him. I can’t be sure, but I don’t think he loves me in some kind of big way either. It may or may not result into something serious, I just enjoy being liked. I am not waiting for that true genuine feeling, you know? That’s all.
Give people a chance once in a while. And be willing to make mistakes.
Owls. Personally, before Tumblr I didn’t even think or care much about them. Nor did I care about nebulas, triangles, Nutella, tight jeans and etc.
But I do find them gorgeous. Baby owls, or adult owls - doesn’t matter, they’re still amazing, puffy and cute. Also I think that it is pretty accurate that owl symbolizes wisdom, since the bird looks pretty majestic and it most likely knows what it’s doing. (Not in the picture above, though. But still)
After doing that Tumblr cloud, I thought that I need a little bit more of text-posts in my blog. So I’ll do this little challenge here:
MY THOUGHTS ON
owl
love
first
challenge
twilight
depression
cheese
anger
violence
rape
homosexuality
religion
music
couples
him
